Feeling melancholic.
Depression without reason.
Random gloominess.

期待的事情一一过去。
没有精神寄托。
压力与焦虑接踵而来。

COM205 Tutorial tomorrow.
First graded speech.
I landed an unfortunate slot in the first week out of three.
I have no idea what to talk about.
How do I inspire others when I'm not inspired?
How do I be humorous when I am not even in good mood?

First Chron article.
Not very well done.
Can do better.
Will try my best to find my way.

Feeling lost again.
Having 4 post-graduation years decided does not help.
How long will I stay there?
Will I improve or degenerate within that 4 years?
Will I continue?
Where do I go from there?
This is what I want.
But what is THE thing I want?

I am obsessed with the idea of "THE".

。尋找中@15:18