I really want to stop buying mascara for now. But Majolica Majorca is having a sale! Haizzz...
。尋找中@17:45
You are like Natalie, and I cannot disagree with Erik. It is a game of Survivor.
。尋找中@01:32
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
My fear of the unknown is such that I am even afraid of surprises. Surprises are scary, don't you think?! You don't know something is going to happen! =X You know something is going to happen, but you don't know what is going to happen! =X You know what is going to happen, but you are not supposed to know! =X Either way, it's scary!
。尋找中@23:34
最好的防護武器就是裝蒜。
。尋找中@12:46
I'm scandal-free, and so I get to be the paparazzi. XD
。尋找中@10:45
Monday, December 21, 2009
Did you know that sitting on cold floor can cause stomachache? My two-week experiment says yes. Then why do I keep sitting on cold floor? Because my ethernet wire is not long enough for my laptop to be placed on the table and I cannot set up the wireless internet. Then how leh? Kope a sofa cushion.
。尋找中@10:59
My hair settles into the nicest stage late at night. =D
I love rain at night. =D
I love my new phone. =D
Random~
。尋找中@00:32
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Am I 自閉? Am I anti-social? Am I having problems communicating? Am I merely unfriendly?
I cannot seem to fit into any groups I've worked with. I can talk to them of cuz, but I just don't feel comfortable hanging out with them. From 黃城 in JC, to Chronicle, FOC, UOC.
黃城 is quite ok, considering the amount of time we spend together, but I rarely hang out with the rest if the few I'm closer with are not around.
For Chronicle, we spend quite a lot of time together as well. They are an interesting bunch of people, but I'm just not close to most of them.
As for FOC, I'm definitely not close to the subcomm I was in. Thank goodness I joined Scotto during the camp. I got along well with them then, but after that when we went back to school, I just drifted apart from them. I don't join them for outings, usually not intentionally. It got a little awkward seeing juniors in school, not knowing whether or not to say hi. But there were a few friendly ones who do talk to me randomly.
UOC is the most recent. I basically don't know anyone other than Cecilia and Darwis, and Yawen whom I got to know cuz of this. When others talk to me, I answer of cuz, but I cannot hold a conversation. After caroling, I will leave almost immediately after a quick goodbye and not join them for dinner or even a few more words. It just feels awkward.
Gahhh!!! This is irritating! Is this normal?
I don't think I made many friends in university. People I can talk to, yes. People I can hang out with in school or go out with out of school, no. Anti-social to the max. Save me. Or rather, talk to me.
I finally got a new phone! Sony Ericsson W995 in Progressive Black I hope it will survive for 24 months.
The first two shops I went to were out of stock for W995 in black. I was like, don't tell me I have to wait again! Thank goodness there was one more shop, and they had stock!
I'm so "protective" of my phone now. I will not wear it around my neck anymore. 它的前輩陪我一起被風吹雨打，難怪會折壽啦！ When I first got my phone yesterday, I didn't want to take it out of the box. So when I got back to Toa Payoh, the first thing I did was to go get a handphone pouch. Now it's resting nicely in the pouch.
Woo-hoo! The phone came with a 8GB memory card! But I think I will continue to use my old 2GB card. Any idea how I can store my other card? To lighten the burden on my phone, I deleted all the songs and most of the random pictures from my memory card. Shall add selected songs in later. Sadly, my 神木輿瞳 picture doesn't fit as a wallpaper! I need a new wallpaper...
Anyway, about the handphone pouch. There's this stall in Toa Payoh interchange selling $2 pouches. There's some designs which I really like, but they came with a teddy bear design in front, so I chose something else instead. No teddy bear, no no.
。尋找中@12:59
Saturday, December 19, 2009
I was told that, compared to my peers, I achieved a lot. But when a lot is not enough, it is nothing. Can I then let everything diminish to nothing? I think I should go back to freelance work next year.
Or should I reserve the time for learning guitar? One is to earn money, one is to spend money. Both will take up time.
Speaking of which, I totally cannot understand why people seem unhappy that nobody wants to go to the university they want to go to. Isn't that good? You mean, you want more competitors? More importantly, why tell me?! You should know, I cannot emphatise. 莫名其妙...
我要對事不對人。 請大家不要惹我到我對人不對事。
。尋找中@11:04
In addition to Blogger, I have a Wordpress, a Tumblr and a LiveJournal. In addition to Facebook, I have a Plurk as well. But I'm only doing Blogger and Facebook.
。尋找中@01:23
Thursday, December 17, 2009
辛苦啊...
It's not just about writing interesting articles to attract readers; I'm now trying to write interesting assignment descriptions to attract writers!
。尋找中@00:47
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
There's been all this talk about the world ending in 2012.
I was watching this Taiwanese variety show and this man raised quite an interesting point:
The only way to save the Earth is to destroy Man. Man belongs to Earth, Earth does not belong to Man.
It's very true. Man is only a part of Earth, a small part which Earth can survive without, and probably cannot survive with.
But does Man see things this way? Man seems to think we own Earth. Man probably thinks we own the Universe, considering how there is constant exploration of the space beyond Earth.
I was MSNing with Hui Chun and we discussed some things I cannot resist but to share here.
I, together with the people I hang out with, have a lot. But we are probably not the happier (definitely not happiest, but not even happier) people around. When you are not good enough, however good you are matters no more. You are mediocre. I actually enjoy being mediocre, if reality allows. When you have desires, there is no room for mediocrity. Since young, I've never reached the top, but I've never been too low either. However, once you see the top, even if you cannot reach it, you won't want to go down. Don't you think, it will be great not to defy gravity? How nice would it be, to be simply mediocre?
I just found a word to summarize what I'm trying to say here: 與世無爭
。尋找中@00:16
I suddenly realized I might be losing fuel Losing passion Oh no, how...
I got my new haircut and new spectacles (ready for collection next Tuesday).
I love the back of my new haircut but not the front. I think the hairdresser misunderstood what I want and I couldn't see with my spectacles off so I didn't correct her. Well, at least it's shorter and lighter. Haizzz now it will take an even longer time to restore my fringe to a length such that there can be a change.
As for the spectacles, I went to this other shop, thinking I could get a better deal, but this place ended up more expensive. And I got purple frame again, because I was looking for a dark coloured frame, and black looked too army and I don't like olive green colour. I hope the spectacles turns out well.
I wanted to go on a spree at Watson's but suddenly had no mood to buy anything. Another day then. Anyone wants to come with me? (I want to accumulate points. =P)
I survived almost a week without my hp. At first I thought it was impossible. Then my cousins said, when they were my age, they went for years without a hp. True. People never had a need for a phone back then. Perhaps we don't now either. But once you had such convenience to rely on, its absence will translate into inconvenience. Seriously it is very inconvenient to go without a hp, even if I could still communicate with people via Internet. Then again, I survived.
Come to think of it, I've only had a phone for about 5 years.
Can you remember when you had your first phone? When you first had a digital camera? When you surfed Internet for the first time? When you set up your first email account, blog, Facebook account?
Can you imagine yourself without a phone now? Not checking your email or Facebook? I did managed, but I realized I really have to check my email regularly so that I don't miss out on important stuff. (Without a camera will be fine, especially if I have a phone.)
My point is, we, or rather, I am too reliant on all these technologies. I shall not hang my phone around my neck next time so that I will stop checking it every other second. I shall get a larger phone. Hahah
。尋找中@00:11
Saturday, December 12, 2009
It was weird listening to that song when talking to you...
Audrey just reminded me that I'm turning 20 soon. Not that I'm afraid of growing old; I think I am much older at heart. It's just that after kachiau-ing people about turning 20 for the whole year, it's finally my turn. Anyway, have you ever wondered which random person will remember? Who will care? Who will actually wish you "happy birthday"?
I decided to give my blog a new look. And I just realized the last post was my 333rd post. Nice. 3 used to be one of my favourite number. I don't know why the fonts appear different from post to post. I cannot fix it.
Sunnanz.com.sg is super efficient. My masks have reached! I placed my order on Monday.
Red wine mask Apple polyphenol mask Aloe mask Cooling mask Sake yeast mask Intensive rice-peptides mask x2 Black pearl mask x2 Yogurt mask x2 Mixed berry mask x2 Japanese cherry blossom mask x2 Chocolate mask x2
Ehhh I bought so much for the 50cents discount for purchase of 30 masks. If you want any of the above, please let me know. For the respective benefits, click here. Selling at original price of $1.30. Hahah
。尋找中@18:38
I'm as done as I can get for course registration.
Now for a post on what I want to get this holiday! Let's start from top down...
New hairstyle - something shorter, but not too short New specs - black frame, thick arms Olay Regenerist Micro-Sculpting Cream MBD Q10/strawberry masks - restocked after I placed my order Majolica Majorca Lash Expander Backpack Blazer or jacket Basics - tank tops for 内搭, never alone New clothes - general Shoes - the many many pairs I saw New phone - SE W995? HTC Touch 2? Nokia 5800? Samsung Omnia Lite?
。尋找中@12:36
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
I have decided to perform euthanasia on my phone to end my misery and survive on my ipod touch (hahah) until I get a new phone on 19 Dec. If you have anything to tell me, please contact me through email or fb or msn (or even leave a tag here). Thank you.
。尋找中@22:02
Thursday, December 3, 2009
New phone at the end of the month!
Looking at...
SE W995 - $248 Samsung Omnia Lite - $198 Nokia N85 - $198 Samsung Jet - $148 SE W705 - $68 Nokia 5800 - $48
Any opinions?
。尋找中@13:26
I'm getting somewhere. I'm getting nowhere. Is this called "lost"?
I thought getting myself occupied with something else will be a distraction. But it feels more like a constant reminder.
The way I keep going on about this might be getting on people's nerves. But you think I care? Who cares? It's getting on my nerves.
It's like a love triangle. You gave all your love to somebody, all the while thinking you will get him someday. And then, he falls in love with your best friend. Well, you know that even without her, he probably will not choose you either. You just wish, it wasn't your best friend he chose. If you are the kind who can still wish them happily ever after, you have the heart of an angel.
(In case anyone is unaware of the whole situation and misunderstands, my "love" is not a guy, nor a girl. It's not human. 请大家不要误会.)
Somebody told me I was being petty. I was never 大方. I am definitely more of a circle or triangle at extremes than a square. I still remember the girl in Mee Toh who tripped me when I was running and left me with a bloody mouth, and the teacher who said I fell on my own. At least, I don't remember their names.
Ha... Why am I trying to prove what a bitch I am... Trust me, people, I do mean no harm... I have a strong super( )ego.
。尋找中@13:04
First round of timetable planning How does it look? Gosh I hate this.
First round of timetable planning