COM205 tutorial, over.
First graded speech, over.
15% deciding my grade, over.
Another speech coming up in week 7-9, until then...

Content was bad.
I looked calm???
Tutor said my voice was strong.
[Why isn't my voice strong when I sing though???]
Tutorial group mate said I looked confident.
Haha, of cuz, there's my favourite example of Mrs Lim's feedback for Sec 4 Prelims English Oral: calm and collected [I was dead scared].
Oh well, I have a poker face which doesn't show that I'm nervous.

Minimum 2 weeks of recuperation [元气大伤] before the second speech.
So many aspects I need to improve on.
I am quite a logical person but why does my logic and order disappear to when I have to speak?

Haiz
I realized how not close I am to my OG.
I am totally clueless about what they have been doing.
Almost everyone has been hanging out together since the start of the semester but I have not been with them.
I have my own JC clique in the same course in university.
How and why will I not stay with them?
The thought is weird.
I'm missing out in my OG on what isn't but will be, but I will be missing out in my own clique what is and will be.
Never mind if you don't understand my logic.
How do people make new friends and not lose old ones?
I am not keen on gaining; I am more afraid of losing.
Sadness and complication.
Oh well...

。尋找中@15:12