My life resembles a quadratic equation now, and I'm on the right side of the maximum point. The stationary point, maximum point has passed, and the gradient looks persistently negative. I'm waiting for the next stationary point, a minimum point, so that I won't go any lower, so that things will start turning better. Life is not a quadratic curve; it is a polynomial. Things may turn worse, things may turn better. The question is just, when?

Beware what you say. Or rather, beware of your nonverbal communication. Lah, indicates a certain degree of impatience; lor, indicates nonchalance and disregard; orh, spoken with a different tone, can indicate agreement or disbelief, etc. Foundations of communication did come into handy, even though I didn't do that well for COM201, but one thing I'll remember is how much more significant nonverbal communication is as compared to verbal communication.

After much procrastination, I checked my results for Sem 1 this afternoon. It's not bad, but it's definitely not good. I can console myself by saying it's only the first semester, I can be cruel by telling myself my unsatisfactory performance right at the beginning puts me at a disadvantage for the upcoming days. To be pragmatic and realistic, the latter makes a lot more sense. Really got to work harder next semester. But I'm really not looking forward to the upcoming semester.

I like my "CCA". It's not really a CCA, it's more than a CCA. It reminds me of my previous CCA [Huang Cheng, not Gefang]. Although I don't do my job very well, although someone else will probably do a better job, at least I know what I'm doing, at least I want to do a better job, at least I get to do something I want to do. At least I don't have to do something I don't want to do, at least I will not NOT get to do what I want to do. I hope I do it well.

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