I am feeling very sick.
Not physically sick.
Just sick.
I don't want to check my results.
I don't dare to check my results.
I don't think exams was that bad.
[But look what happened to A Levels.]
We were joking about not checking our results until the end of 4 years.
I realized I cannot do that, cuz I have to send my transcripts back to SPH.
Whether I do well or not, it's not my business alone.
I'm not responsible only to myself.
Unlike before, I'm not as lost regarding my future, but I'm very lost for my studies.
I know what I want to do in the future.
[Like, duh.]
I just have to figure out how to improve myself and make myself better.
I have no idea what to do for academics, I don't know what to study, I don't know what to write on the script.
[No, that does not mean I wrote crap for my exams.]
I don't know if i should check my results now or after lunch.
After lunch, I might puke.
Before lunch, I might burn down the kitchen.
The latter is more fatal, I guess.
After lunch then.
Fine, I'm just trying to procrastinate.
What's the point of this post?
No point.
I'm just trying to procrastinate.
Procrastination is evil.
Urgh!!!
I shall go cook...

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