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Monday, February 16, 2009



I'm a Communication student with communication difficulty.

There's been far too many cases of communication breakdown recently, resulting to screw-ups after screw-ups.

I asked Miss A for a summary of an article before submitting the complete article; Miss A thought the summary was all I'm asking for.

I asked for reply to an assignment STRICTLY by sms and Miss B replied me via email. I went offline straight after sending the mail so I didn't see the reply then. I replied her via email the next day but she didn't see it. She didn't go for the assignment. I didn't go either. Nobody went.

There's so many loopholes in my communication!!! How am I going to fill them all up when I don't even see them??? No wonder I'm not doing very well in Communication Studies... OMG how?!?!?! I hope we don't get blacklisted because of me.

You know what's worse??? I called the PR to apologize and to explain, and she happened to be doing a live recording (or rather, her artiste was)! So I interrupted... She sounded impatient... How would I know they were doing recording???

人衰起来,真的是衰到底... Haiz... 怎么办?!!!

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"If you are feeling fear when you are flying or that you feel that you are flying too high, then it suggests that you are afraid of challenges and of success."

I think I'm just slowly drifting out of self control, as I was in my dream... Something seems to be in control of me and I just cannot get rid of it... I'm not flying too high; I'm not even flying; I'm just floating... I'm afraid of floating out of control... What the hell is happening to me??? I cannot go on like this!!!


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