Grrr...

I realized I have been blogging about bad stuff and neglecting good stuff. People, don't worry about me! I'm just an 阿嬷 who likes to 发牢骚. I miss my grandchildren (whoever they are - sorry lah, 阿嬷's memory is failing). I shall do a mix of good and bad today.

Yeah! My 宣传 pullover finally came into use! After freezing in Chron room for 4-5 rounds of production, I realized that the freaking room is the best place for me to wear my dear 宣传 pullover which I have not been able to wear anywhere else. Just like what I told Ong Sin Yee, I'm glad 宣传 was there with me when I need some support.

Omg 宣传 was one of the most horrid period of my life, yet one of the best. I thought of giving up so many times (but apparently I didn't!) but after everything was over, the 黄城 syndrome just kicks in. Suddenly, I just feel like going back to B101 to brainstorm, to the concourse to paint the giant banner which makes us so proud, to LEP room to do all the Photoshop work, to VT to prepare for the actual thing...

Amazingly, the thought of giving up on Chron, or rather Nanyuan and Pulse.sg, has yet to occur. So I guess I'll make it through then. I realize I lose my cool very easily, but rarely do I lose all my cool. Haha. I'm still cool. I get pisssssed, I complain, I get back to work; the cycle just repeats over and over again. I do things the wrong way, people points out my mistake, I hate this kind of thing; I'm glad you let me know I'm wrong.

I like doing this stuff, no matter how exasperating it gets. I'm glad I feel this way. I seriously hope I'm not deluded. I still like Journ stuff although I still think I sux. I'm still glad I signed on to SPH. I see people regretting, in a way, after a year. I hope I won't. At least I have to last until Year 3 before I let that thought kick in. Anyway, like it or not, I'm staying, unless anyone chases me away. Why am I this stressed over Chron anyway? I don't remember feeling this way in Wanbao. I even told my editor I wasn't stressed for the period, although she thought I should be, with all that work. Hope I keep that WB attitude when I go back again.

I sound optimistically sad hor? Fine, I shall talk about happy stuff! I'm meeting Xin Hui tomorrow! She's my 宣传组长! It's like, I only get to see her (and Yu-Yin and Lanfang) once in half a year. Time flies rather quickly though.

Lanfang and Yu-Yin came to crash today! They were supposed to join us for COM208, but we decided not to go for lecture instead. We went for early dinner and had lots of fun just crapping around! I was in good mood after that, but production spoiled my mood.

Fabian!!! Stop cutting our pages!!! I know Chinese very nice, but don't keep turning to us when the others cannot give up their pages. Cuz we very nice, will agree de... Thanks though, for saving us from ops always. -.- 5 pages is temporary! 2 times is the quota k! No more 3rd time!

Anyway, I have a new-found love in Campbell's Instant Soup. I always love Campbell's, but I just tried the Instant Soup. Not bad, really. Good for hall life...

I shall convince myself to 看开 regarding INSTEP to Taiwan and maybe consider China too. Fudan may not be too bad. I like "Shanghai" anyway.

I shall go sleep now. I never do any work today...

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