Sometimes it's a desire to challenge fate to see how worse things can get which keeps people going on. Things look like they are at their worst? Don't make such a quick conclusion. Things might just get worse. If you are not at your worst, why try to end everything? On the other hand, if you are indeed at your worst, that means things will start turning better! Oh well, which point of the curve am I at?

I know I suck, but I'm not letting go. If I let go, I don't know where I'll end up. I don't want to end up as a floater.

Shiyan was asking if I will be 闷 if I go Taiwan for exchange. I will be 闷 if I don't get to go. The hope's almost gone. I shall continue writing Korean essays on Taiwan, dreaming about my trip to Taiwan in the near future, but perhaps in another dimension but this. If I don't go, where will I be? Physically I'll be in NTU. But then, where will I be?

How will things be like...
If I didn't come to NTU SCI?
If I went to NCCU?
If I applied for NCCU?
If I didn't choose Journalism?
If I never went SPH?
If I never took LEP?
If I never went HCI?
If I never went SCGS?
Some good, some bad...
Well, if I go to sleep now, I might be in better mood tomorrow.
Damn COM204. May there be a miracle, just like COM203. Dream on if I may...


What does it feel like to like...
And to hate?
?
?
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。尋找中@01:27