Congratulations to all my friends who cannot or refuse to read Chinese!
I'm going to blog in English.
I think I might be too precise if i blog in Chinese.

I think I'm angry.
I think.
Because I'm not angry to the extent of flaring up.
First, I don't flare up.
Second, I don't know for sure.
Third, It's not that bad.
Fourth, I don't have the rights.

I see my headline.
I see my standfirst.
I don't see my text.
I don't see my name. (Duh, it's not my text.)
(I'm not talking about papers, so go figure.)

I feel condemned.
For this, and more.
For something which I'm not even supposed to be good in.
Something I cannot even learn.
Something that is not me.

Why not give me a chance?

I have a feeling I'm being transferred away rather than transferred to.
I have no proof.
I don't want a proof.
I actually feel bad doubting.
I just have a feeling.

Am I happy where I am?
I would have been.
I just don't like being thrown around.

I like to be in control.
I guess I just don't have any now.

。尋找中@09:04