The world is a playground.

There's a see-saw. When nobody's on it, well, it does look stable, but it's lop-sided. When you get on it, you get to turn it your way. When another person gets on it, the direction changes again. We all are trying to get the power on our side.

There's a swing. You can get yourself high, but you can only get higher with the help of a friend pushing you higher. You enjoy the view up there, the thrill, the top-of-the-world feeling. Don't forget the person who's staying down on the ground, pushing you up. Don't kick the person on your way down.

I never liked see-saw; it's never in total balance nor do we want it to be. I never liked swings; it's not in our control and it gets us too far out. Never liked playgrounds; there's no fun in playing when u might get hurt. But then, it's a part of growing up.

Oh yeah, the playground downstairs got torn down. Rebuilding, I think. Wonder how it will turn out.

I used to think I had nothing. I did nothing. I felt nothing.
I think I'm doing something. I have something. I think I'm doing too much. I think I'm doing too little. I feel confusion.

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