Sometimes the resolve to fight until the end just isn't enough when your opponent is far too strongly bound.

It's like being so deeply in love with someone who is engaged with a marriage contract.

I've wanted this for so long, I've talked about it for so long. Once so rarely, I'm more than just talk. I worked so hard, I did so much. But sometimes, passion and perseverance just are not enough. You need results. Pure solid results. Anything else, no talk. Not in this world where everything goes law by law. Not in this part of the world.

I wanted to say that passion and perseverance mean nothing. But I know if I let that idea settle in my mind, I'll be doomed. I failed this time. But it doesn't mean I will fail the next. Just that, there's no next time. But then, there's other times. One thing I learnt this time, if you really want something, fight for it. Don't take no for an answer. Well, my heart is. But my action is not. I accept that I will probably be here next semester, but that doesn't mean I'm not sending my application over. Almost all the documents are ready. No point keeping them with me. Not going to make me happy seeing them anyway. I'll send it over. Whether or not you want to take a look, it's up to you.

I really had no intention what I can do next semester here in Singapore. I'm not staying on as Chinese Editor for sure. I have no other CCA or whatsoever. I know what I want to do in Taiwan, be it fun or learning. Time for a total change of plan. Maybe I will help out randomly for Chronicle. I still have YOG commitment. I may want to join Impresario or UOC subcomm. I can continue my UW freelance. Sounds like there's loads to do here still?

Aiya whatever lah

。尋找中@17:34