I'm getting somewhere.
I'm getting nowhere.
Is this called "lost"?

I thought getting myself occupied with something else will be a distraction.
But it feels more like a constant reminder.

The way I keep going on about this might be getting on people's nerves.
But you think I care?
Who cares?
It's getting on my nerves.

It's like a love triangle.
You gave all your love to somebody, all the while thinking you will get him someday.
And then, he falls in love with your best friend.
Well, you know that even without her, he probably will not choose you either.
You just wish, it wasn't your best friend he chose.
If you are the kind who can still wish them happily ever after, you have the heart of an angel.

(In case anyone is unaware of the whole situation and misunderstands, my "love" is not a guy, nor a girl. It's not human. 请大家不要误会.)

Somebody told me I was being petty.
I was never 大方.
I am definitely more of a circle or triangle at extremes than a square.
I still remember the girl in Mee Toh who tripped me when I was running and left me with a bloody mouth, and the teacher who said I fell on my own.
At least, I don't remember their names.

Ha...
Why am I trying to prove what a bitch I am...
Trust me, people, I do mean no harm...
I have a strong super( )ego.

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