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Friday, February 12, 2010



I wanted to say I'm so in love with myself.
And then I wondered, is this 自愛 or 自戀?

Anyway, Michelle and I were discussing, is it better to love someone who do not love you at all, or to be loved by someone you do not love at all?
My choice was to love someone who do not love in return.
If you are loved by someone you do not love, won't you feel irritated? At least when you love someone who do not love you back, you can still 自得其樂.
I live in denial, yes...

Wahahah 報應啊!
I think there are many people looking forward to me getting attached or 搞曖昧 or something. I tell you, dang gu gu! 等久久!
I think I kachiau-ed so many people they are dying to kachiau me back. Come on lah, exactly since I kachiau-ed so many people, I know how to avoid being kachiau lah!
As I said, 我只想吃糖,不想吃菜或喝茶. Wahahah!

Wa! Met so many people these few days! Especially Hwachong people!
On Monday, I met Jessie in Bugis before she went back to Malacca, followed by Yiqi. Haiz, out of all the SM/UW interns, I only got to meet Yiqi, but not Xian Hui, Cecilia and Simin.
On Wednesday, I met up with Yu-Yin, Marcus, Terence, Lee Heng and Yu-Tse for lunch at PS Swensen's. There was the one-for-one deal so lunch was really cheap! Yu-Yin, Marcus and I then went to Katong Teo Heng to sing song with Yunzhou, Lian Joo and Lanfang. K has never been so cheap, only $7 per pax! The more people you have, the cheaper it is, because they go by room charge.
On Thursday, I met up with Xin Hui for lunch at AMK, and we went to Orchard and Chinatown after that. I finally decided to stop watching the exchange rates and start changing money, but the rates are really damn bad! I only realized just now that it's because many people are going overseas during the CNY period, hence the exchange rate fell.

Today, I went back to Hwachong early in the morning and on my way to the bus stop, I saw my eye candy for the last time. Wahahah! I reached school before Lanfang, Marcus and Terence did, and it felt a little awkward going back to school. We are from the 06 batch and they are now at the 10 batch now! OMG! When Terence reached school, we went down to the bazaar and we felt sooo out of place. So we went to the retiree area at the canteen to wait for Lanfang and Marcus. It got better when there were more of us. We went to chat with some of our teachers. We saw Miss Grace Chua, Mr Andrew Tan and even 方老師, but not my favourite Mrs Jasmine Yap! We never go up to the staff room to look for her though. We stayed until the dance session and got really high watching the faculty dances. I love Athena but Ares dance totally rocks! (See below for the fac dance) I went to Raffles Place Shopping Arcade with Marcus to check out the exchange rates because Weiding and Terence both recommended that place. Bleh, we went after 12.30pm and most of the money changers were closing for the afternoon for prayer, and they will only be open after 2pm. So I went off to meet Audrey, Fon Ping and Michelle at VivoCity after checking out the rates. We went for lunch, walked around Vivo and then went to Banquet to wait for Fon Ping's bf. Fon Ping had class at 6pm so we left Vivo, and I went back to Raffles Place with Audrey to change money.



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